My only one regret is that I let her call you daddy,
That I brought a no good nigga into her life
and corrupted her vision of what a man is suppose to be.
Got her thinking this how a father suppose to be.
I regret I put the false image of someone saying they ready dictate whether
or not if they were good enough to play a significant position,
and vow to oaths I can’t keep like lie to her to feed his deadbeat ego,
or go to war with who knows best just cause I want him to be active more..
when the truth is he will never know what it feels to have his baby love a nigga ,that’s to childish and arrogant to their own bullshit,
that will never love them more than his hood or himself.
That he will never know how it feels to have accepted another deadbeat who just don’t care to be there,
and to allow the mother of his child give such a precious role away and create a false bond that you would think they would share for more than eternity..
I regret the day I let day I let you walk into her life 6 months into the womb
and momma told me it was too soon ,and change that light bulb cause you see the wrong light..
never thought I was scared to be a single parent cause I knew my kid was gonna be iight,
but I do know I’m scared of my angel finding another man just like you cause I gave her the image that it was ok too.
And you wasn’t even man enough to do better…
Better for her.