Have you ever been on a high that you couldn’t resist to chase it over and over again,
the high that made you abandon all your friends and family, the person they knew had left and didn’t plan on returning home.
So doped up that you only crave to be in your sunken place, slump down, ass up , face down , accepting life as it gives its’ trails, gripping that needle or vial just to make it through the day.
A high that is spiritually spinning out the cries of your sunken heart.
Birth by the universe and the heavens, spreading across the cosmos and unwillingly capturing the very existence of your being.
Having sleepless nights cause of this feeling you crave, and no you cant be saved, cause love is the most addicting drug, no-one makes it out alive these days!!
Hey I don’t care cause I’m dying everyday without a hit of you, the highness I’m always on the chase for.
No debates for, definitely not ignoring it, love conquered me with you, and if I gotta be alone I pray it will be just us two, after-all, God only gave me these eyes to see you and this heart to hold you in for eternity.
And if I can’t have you for eternity then let me just enjoy the mere moment of inhaling you cause this trip I never want to end, souls connecting uncontrollably, the haziness revealing the beautiful rawness and unfilteredness of my pain, while the exhale circulates the bitter sweetness of the unknown.
However, the vapor just shadows me suffocating without you cause no matter how fucked up I get I will still manage to be alone, in my sunken place, slumped down, ass up, face down, searching for just one more dosage.