In Texas, I was a mess, traveling down I-20 to escape the excess stress.
That night I only wanted to be embraced ever so tightly in your arms, while we slow dance like we weren’t collapsing, like our levies wasn’t flooding us with insecurities.
Shattering from screwed trust, ignored sorrows shadowed by a ton of broken commandments we made to each others hearts.
A little too irrational, a little too distant.
If you wanted me over the edge, all you had to do is push, not ambush me into love.
CAM'S CLOSET 
Now were further down this journey and I must say we’re a beautiful sight to see but my eye sights blurry. My intuition & my trust are pulling me like tug of war. My mind is racing like a nascar … CRASH ! My body is numb but my hearts still beating, this love was a beautiful disaster, doctors couldn’t save me, I could barely save myself. I scraped myself up of the concrete jungle and began to walk slowly, mind in a fury, heart pumping, head pounding …. still walking, hands shaking, legs aching, but I’m still walking …. IM RUNNING ! Heart beating so fast I could hear it in my ears but I couldn’t stop running, my feet started to overlap, I was moving to fast ….. CRASH ! Right back in your arms. Now we’re On or way to a new destination what was I thinking.
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Ambushed like I’m back in Baghdad
Ducking behind cars having flashbacks
Your love came as an enemy disguised as a friend
You wanted my demise, to put me to an end
See it all begin,
So innocent, so sweet.
Texting each other daily
And tagging in tweets
It was so blissful, we could laugh the day away
Little did I know our love would go awary
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No!
This!
Shorty I shoot back….
Black hoody…
Black glove…
Stolen van…
Equals me taking your love…
You didn’t even put up a fight…
What’s mines is yours…
What’s yours is ours…
Your Katty ways, meow mix…
Perfect sence throwing your bagage into that lake before I meet you across south El Paso by that lake…
Fugitive, figure of speech…
In code you know what I’m saying……..
I represent you…
You…
Represent me……
Let me guide your blood sweat an tears from past gentle men…
Sorry…
Past bitch made settlers…
When you settled for less…
The best is here…
Meet me in Mexico City my dear…
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(living and breathing)
Toss the turns of relations constriction. I won’t turn! I’ll turn you into release. So focus your frustrations into success. Toss away the close counter counterfeit of D. rank command from a weak man. House raid! flushing your poison down the toilet… Turning round and round. Till the only addiction you have in your veins is who I am… Turn your would around. Turn to me so proud. I’ll resurrect that lost child in you.. That lost smile in you… For my loyalty!. All you got to do is pick a Vowel.
A. E. I. love you!
There is never a why!
Turn you chains over…
I will show you how…
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